FREAKING FUCKING SHIT

FREAKING FUCKING SHIT

kinda rough to use the three words on top.. but then i am not feeling good down here.. frankly not...

firstly, i tink i still cant get over the fact that i reali miss nisha every now and then.. i juz simply miss the way i can work with her.. now i am working like shit.. i juz dun understand myself.. i once can chiong work like nobody business.. but this time round.. i cant.. after chionging.. i get damn tired and i juz dun understand y.. i am reali tired those type.. no matter wat amount of slp wun juz be enuff.. i miss nisha.. mR johN lock.. cant u juz put nisha bak into our outlet and let us hav peace and not wars.. is like shit u noe.. y cant u juz understand us.. i noe is selfish to ask for this.. but then.. if u know.. someone there dun mind exchnaging two for one.. is kinda good deal rite.. consider again pls.. thanx..

haiz.. next, the friendship i build with you.. i treasure.. but then.. NO WORDS CAN DEFINE HOW I FEEL NOW!

next.. alot of effort was put in.. but i duno whether you wil appreciate it a not.. i dun reali expect much from you.. but then.. i juz hope that u would appreciate and show some appreciation to me pls.. thanx..

i wan to work alot.. but i am phsyically unable to.. i juz laid around.. everywhere i go.. i wan to slp...

lastly.. i am going to treasure this friendship with yunet pnet jenet shanet lienet manet and all.. to idiot no. 9.. onli would like to tell you.. no matter how close i am with idiot no. 5, 2 and 3.. i noe u wun be jealous or wat.. but then i wud like to sae that some of the times and jokes i share with you.. i love it wholeheartedly.. and definitely.. in another way.. i do love you as my fren.. coz we are the 87.. i juz simply love the way u r k.. stay cool and funky ya..

long time since i update it i noe.. but i am not gg thru a good time.. phsyically and mentally i am tired of almost everything.. mayb not the ppl.. but my life..

signing off... geoklan aka jessica

listening to.. HP mp3 songs...

thoughts: friends sch work is already a trouble.. how to cope with love??