letting go...

today was my off day.. long awaited i guess.. since last thursday...

went off with yunnie to find lien at mS to get my mp3 player.. after which, nisha finish she work, so we went to eat KFC.. had lotsa catching up on her.. she lost her wallet and she lost her IC blah blah blah.. pity her.. haiz.. after which qp join us after her attachment.. and we went to esplanade to chill.. is been a long time.. and yeap.. is in the evening when we were there.. is reali rare! damn rare.. usually we chill at nite.. i wun get to see the sun or the clouds.. but today, we saw the sun and the cloudy sunset.. was so so happy and was such a scene.. it was so relaxing k.. i reali enjoy it..

we left esplanade at around 7 plus.. went to raffles city.. jalan jalan and settle down on ben and jerry to have some icecream!! omg.. truly heaven.. love it peeps.. lol.. we should sit ben n jerry more yeah!! haha..

then i went home... qp went home.. yun too.. so tired..

basically,
when is time to let go.. i will let go of the particular frenship i had with you.. i dun understand you.. i reali dun understand you.. i duno wat u need now.. i duno how much u appreciate me.. i duno whether you have been teking me for granted.. mayb all this years.. i am stupid for doing so much for you wilingly.. now i am thinking.. to let go or not to... i noe i will regret.. to regret for life or to hope for the better? tell me will you.. is not one of the idiotz... idiotz will noe is who i am refering to... u guys noe me dun you...

thots: for frenship i am willing to hold on to everything and giv up everything.. i told you this once.. and are u putting in the same effort as me...?

listening to : qian li zhi wai - jay

signing off... geoklan...