back to bloggin!

back to bloggin!

ok.. i am back to blogging.. using the fav color of someone close to me... sometimes i hate myself for being unable to let go and forget.. i hope i could juz put down the past and move on.. if onli i can.. i would.. i reali would... but i cant.. dats y i am holding on.. now... i nid to thnk hard... i knew i would have the idiotz by my side.. they will always be there for me.. thru thick and thin.. yes i noe.. i love them to core.. but.. i love tht friendship of mine too...

now next on the topic.. lien and nisha got married on 7th and 10th of feb respectively.. congrats to the both of them.. that week was hectic as the idiotz when round and round... we were so happy together.. we fight wars and we enjoy laughter and of coz food! haha... happy for the two of them.. indeed happy for them.. thou there are times tht are bad.. we went thru it together.. let forget.. and hope for the better future, yA!

ok.. red color should indicate CHINESE NEW YEAR! gong xi fa cai to all.. ZHU NIAN XING DA YUN! May all be blessed and may my life be smooth sailing pls....

next... green color for my idiotz.. i shall once again, pls allow me to thank you guys... for being there for me.. when i am in need of u guys.. u guys nvr fail to cheer me up.. and whenever we meet up.. nonsense stuff juz kip coming in.. beside my best friend.. u guys are 2nd in my list... i wish things will be alright for all idiotz.. MAy we stay as what we are rite now.. thru thick and thin, we shall understand each other, thru cries and laughter, we shall support each other.. and thru love and hatred.. we shall forgive him other... lastly, thru days and years.. we shall rmb each other.. TILL DEATH DO US APART! haha.. so dramatic!

not in any order pls.....

Aisyah: Get a bike soon and best wishes for ur CAREER!
Cma: Best of Luck for ur studies.. STAY SMART AND Cheerful!
QP: Pass ur poly wif flying colors.. and hope u get into UNI...
Jen: Get into the course u like.. not the course u wan.. U CAN DO IT!
Lien: May everything be smooth sailing for you! u have us no matter wat...
Nisha: Enjoy ur honeymoon and may u stay pretty! giv us a little godchild soon! haha
FINALLY... YUN: haha.. well.. life is nvr perfect... u understand me i understand u.. we shall fight thru every obstacle of our life.. supporting each other side by side...

Although we, idiotz, met each other in the later part of our life.. we stay strong till now.. and it will be in the future!

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I feel like our friendship is drifting away
We barely talk when we use to talk everyday
But now its like we are running out of things to say
I miss how you use to call all the time
I miss how when ever
I was talking to you
I would just shine
I miss how we use to talk for hours on line
You are my best friend
And I never want our friendship to end
You know so much about me that no one else knows
But if you want me to go then I will go
I wish you would tell me what is wrong
I guess I knew this was coming all along
I knew when I told you how I felt I was risking everything
And that you might not stay
But you kept reassuring me that it was okay
And I believed you, you said we would be friends forever and that you would never lie
But now I am not so sure and I feel like I am going to cry
I am trying my best to get over you and find someone new
Hun to tell you the truth I really miss you
Please don’t let this friendship fall apart
I want this to work with all my heart
I would give up anything and everything to make things go back to the way they were
When I would talk for hours on line and on the phone with her
Remember how you use to call me few times a day
And how we never use to run out of things to say
Remember how the awkward silences were never awkward for us
And for the first time in my life, I put in you all my trustR
emember how you use to say you could sit there and talk to me all day
Well, I still feel that way
Remember how you never wanted to wake up and I had to force u to
These are just some of the things I miss and
I hope you miss them too

Remember, "We must open shop together"
Remember, "Best Friends Forever"
It was supposed to be that way
It was me and you together

But now, we drifted so very far
Losing each other, we drifted apart
Things are so wrong now
Like we weren't even friends from the start
But you see I couldn't understand
You put something above
Above a friendship that was so sacred
Something that went far beyond love
And when i started moving on
I had made more friends
and so you get mad
Because I was left alone
When I really needed someone
Because you weren't there
You were just not there

You are the only one who just by saying Hi could turn my frown into a smile
You’re the only one who does not treat me like just a little child
You know the real me something that a lot of people don’t know
God, I really don’t want you to go
But i have to say thank you
For you made me realize a lot
That friends are very special
And that i'll always keep at thought
If you want me to I will get down on my knees
And I will beg you not to walk away from me
Maybe I am writing this for no reason at all but I feel like we are drifting apart
And if you leave you will leave a big hole in my heart
Please let me be wrong about this
Because I am starting to cry thinking of all the things I will miss
Please just let me be wrong
I am not sure I can ever handle you being gone
I have fallen for you, someone I can never have
But you told me our friendship would always last
Please let that be true because I don’t want our friendship to be a part of my past

I am writing this to tell you how much I care
I am writing this to show you I will always be there
Please don’t walk away
But even if you do just know I will be thinking of you day after day
Hoping that your okay
If you ever need me don’t hesitate to call
I will always be there to catch you when you are about to fall
I will always be there just like a promised through it all