Each tear carries a hidden message of joy or sorrow

it was a horrifying busy week again..

but i noe everything is almost coming to an end..

the wrap of breakout was something

i totally look forward to...

it was a "finally".. :)

attended one of our idiotz solemnization and wedding last weekend

it was a moment, she teared, i teared too..

the tear of joy i would say..

she finally got married..

something she always wanted to..

and ask for...

and when everything was like over..

i knew i was happy for her.. :)

my last weekend with the idiotz most of the time

totally enjoyed the laughter we had

the many meet up...

never sick of each other accompanied..

and that make us once again..

a family which are not blood related.. :)

workload is simmering down this week for me..

it's gona pile up next week.. i know..

i foresee that coming once again..

another project which is like...

"jessica is soooo gona die.."

haha! i will just do my best..

i need a damn getaway people! :X

beats me..

gona just answer to the shit that i gotten myself into

cudnt blame anyone more den myself

for the stress im going through..

for the negative thoughts running thru my mind

sorry for the numerous communication breakdown

undefinable stress given to my partner at some occasions..

those occasions, im not feeling good either.. :)